meeting here.

My mom once told me that the longer you look at the stars, the more you see. it amazes me how many stars you can see by looking just at one spot. As you look deeper into the universe, more and more universe looks back at you.

Looking for God is the same way. The more you look, the more and more God reveals himself to you. If you stop these earthly desires for a while, and start to look for God, he will start to reveal himself.

But it's not easy, and who ever said that being a Christian was easy? I spend days waiting for God. I hope that he shows up around the next corner i turn, but he ends up not being there.

I dont have all the answers. I really wish that i did, but i dont. Looking for God is something that i struggle with every day. Praying that he'll be there and hoping that i'll feel him.

But someone told me, in the mist of my struggles that God doesn't always let you feel him, because if he did, there would be no special moment of feeling him when he did let you feel him.

As i look out at the stars tonight, i wait. I wait for contentment, i wait for something to tell me to move along. I wait for God.

Im here to meet with you.. come and meet with me.

weekend relief.

i feel as though this blog post is long overdue. but you know, thats what i like about my blog. i can express myself when i want and nobody can tell me that today i have to blog, i can blog whenever i want.

i know it's been a long time since i've last blogged and im sure that many things have happened, but i just can't think about what it might be. therefore, im sorry to any reader because this may not be a very exciting blog post.

you know what the best feeling is. after the last period of the day, right when the end of the day bell rings. and you realize that its Friday and you have no homework, and its a long weekend which means more time to SLEEP! well reader, that is what i felt today. when the 3:00 bell rang, i knew that my day was near completion. all i needed to do was handle a 45 minute bus ride and then it was ... THE WEEKEND!